
Hello my loves and darlings...
Happy Birthday Gen! I hope it was marvelous, your children are so beautiful, it is so great to hear from you. Erika is so tall, what an amazing thing how they have all grown!
COngratulations Sarah, on Riley starting school and on your pregnancy which is going so well. Are you sick? I noticed on facebook that you are always going to bed ;p Fingers crossed that your morning sickness wraps up pretty soon...
Congratulations Kri! That is so great. Perhaps this time you shall have a son. Wouldn't that be something? Are you and Dan planning to stop at 3? I miss you...
I miss you all. Apparently Keli moved to florida, she wrote on my facebook today. I am now dying of curiosity and must know.
Wilder is now 3 months old, and he is so cute and sweet and excellent. Ava is amazing, she had a big cry the other night which I think she had been storing up for awhile. It was good and really made us feel closer, she is visibly more relaxed and assured. She told me that she had something to tell me but she was afraid to because it would make me sad. I tried to reassure her that she can tell me anything, that it is ok whatever she is feeling. She cried and cried, but finally she said that when she hears me talk to Wilder it makes her feel like I don't love her anymore, like I don't belong to her anymore. Break my heart. It was so good for her to say that though, and to hear me say back to her that I do love her so and that I will always belong to her and that I understood. We talked about how it is hard to be a big sister, hard to know what to do and how to be. She asked me if it was hard to have a baby the way it is hard to be a big sister and we were able to talk about how I had to learn how to be a mom when she was a baby, how matt & i made mistakes too along the way but it was ok. Ultimately I think it was kind of a breakthrough, and she cleared a lot of pent up feelings, because she has been much her old self since.
today is my birthday, and I wish you could all be here with me. we could have a party. apparently 33 is the age at which hobbits are considered to come of age... so in middle earth i am now officially a grownup. how do you like that?
xoxo
MaryStarr