Kri~...we must've been seperated at birth! lol There's at least 6 or 7 of your "randoms" that fit me as well...hehe

I agree it's awesome to have everyone around again.....Reena & Meagan...great to hear from you!!! It's been too long!

Sooooo, I need to vent. (If you don't know what's been going on...scroll down & read my first post).....we went to his endocrinologist yesterday & he told us that he is NOT making insulin(the hospital doctors had no clue what they were talking about)....his normal doc's had just uped his dosage in June too high & that's why he was bottoming out. Also, his disk are not only compressed but fractured as well. There's nothing they can do but give it time. Now, here is where I'm frustrated....he is soooo damn stubborn & won't let me help him at all. He's in all this excrutiating pain & there's nothing i can do...plus, the pain meds he's taking are not working but they are making him extremely moody & rude....which is not like him. I don't know what to do.....he's up all night in pain & i understand that but, i feel like he's mad at me b/c i'm not in his shoes...everytime i offer to help i get shot down but when i don't do something , that irritates him too....what the duece am i supposed to do. I hate to see him struggle but, if he won't accept help i don't know what to do....?????? I'm trying to be supportive but it's getting extremely obnoxious at this point. I'm of the thread that when life gives you another chance( & he got two) you take it & run...forget the negative & move forward with the positive...yes, things are bad right now but they'll get better in time. He is just the type to get pissed off at the hand he's been dealt.........any suggestions? My patience is running thin & i feel like i'm walking on eggshells........... :(