Hello ladies. :) Had a moment to pop in & just wanted to say hey...haven't been able to read post too far back only enough to find out that we've had some illness in Kri's house, new bikes @ Maigans , & Marystarr is positively glowing again in her 27th week!! Hopefully, I'll be able to catch up soon.

Things here remain crazy as ever....Working fulltime as a pharmacy tech again & loving it. The doctor I work for is getting his masters from Harvard in antiaging & breakthrough medicine(ie...a natural approach to medicine, hormones etc...)which I'm stoked to be a part of....I'm home sick with tonsillitis today(YUCK) & will be going in for a A & P repair soon...yay me!! Figured I'd be a lil closer to menopuase for that one...she also tried to talk me into a hysterectomy to which I said..." Shut the F up, are you for real?!? Hell nah!!" Ok, maybe I didn't say it out loud but...I was certainly thinking it. ;p Instead I just bursted into tears like a fool...sometimes I do wish my inner lioness would come out !! Anyhoo, more on that later...

Scott & I continue to try & make it. The house has been in foreclosure for months but there's no sale date? We have been trying to work with our mortgage co since Oct...they won't respond so, we're gonna have to hire a lawyer b/c we think they can't find the original loan?? Apparently they were a subprime lender & we've read of similar stories involving that company? It all confuses the hell out of me. Don't know if I mentioned him losing his business & vehicle getting repo'd....his seizures & being out of work really changed our lifestyle for sure. ...what sucks the most is now that we are both working FT again...we have enough money to cover our bills it's just that we got so far behind that we are most likely headed for bankruptcy. Anyway, with the health & financially issues we have over the past yr have continued to allow us to push each other away & we have been tip-toeing around divorce for a few months now. The last thing either of us wants is to throw away 12 yrs but, at the same time we cannot continue on like this. We just keep chalking it up to stress & that we still love each other but, I think we both wonder if love is enough? Eventually, change must occur whether it be in the way we comminicate & treat each other or in where one of us lives. :(

Lily & Ava however remain the sunshine that brightens a rainy day....Ava had surgery last week to get tubes & remove her adenoids but ,was back to ordering her "subjects" (ie...us)around quite quickly. HeHe She still sings at an alarmingly loud decibal though so, I'm just gonna assume that was not part of the hearing issue & she's just a "belter" ;p Lily continues to do well in school & just got another belt promotion in Karate...also, she was asked to join the Black Belt Club. I'm excited for Spring(we have already had some 80 degree days) so that we can get outside & to the beach.....

Hope everyone and the fams are well & that I can be more regular here again soon....I do miss you all dearly!!
xoxo
Keli