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hi hi hi hi hi

i fell in a hole, forgive me.  but i have been thinking of you all the time, I promise.  Wilder is amazing, and we are doing our best to adjust to having two kids... Ava is mostly good, but it is a challenge for her to share us and it is a challenge for us to be shared.  Some days I feel like I will never be as close to her as I was, but then I am just trying to have faith that it will all even out over time.  I love her so much...  and him too.  He is such a cutie pie, super easy going...

more soon, i promise.  Sarah- HOORAY!  congratulations... xoxo

i love you all and miss you so